it took me two and half years to get over my low self esteem about my body image

to get over counting calories and being depressed after everything i ate

i had finally achieved blissful happiness and my own utopia when i had finally felt just a tad bit more confident about my self and on how i look

my guidance counselor from school along with the surprise appearance of my mom brought me down in about ten minutes

two and half years of struggle gone in a rate of 10 minutes.

my “idgaf” attitude is completely far gone and i dont even know whether to feel depressed or what.

thats cool though no one ever notices how i slip through the cracks

wait according to my guidance counselor and my mom i wouldn’t be able to fit in the cracks -_- i dont even know anymore